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Sucess can make you satisfied but it won't necessarilry make you happy. Satisfaction comes from achievements. Happeiness comes from internal mind, not from externals. Seek for happiness and satisfaction, however, remember to watch out for complacency because it's one step-away from the both. - Jaeseong Park, random thoughts while reading "Never Finished" by David Goggins.

I'm never going to be popular. I'm never going to be accepted. I'm already a loser here. I'm not going to get what all the other people have. I've just got to be happy being me. I'll not seek for social approval and I'll do my own thing. That's how I'll be separated from other average people and I believe that it will lead me to the successful path.

Multiplayer game has winners and losers. Whereas RPG game it doesn't since it is a single player game. Let's live like playing RPG games. With my own pace. Enjoy fully.

Perceive is to receive sensory information. Conceive is to form something in our mind and develop an understanding. We consceive based on perception. Brain is in charge of conceiving. Brain is designed to conceive whatever beneficial for our survival and it oftens renders false reality. Even pain can be imaginary. What we think of ourselves and external world might be far different from the actu..

겨울 아침 달리기는 최악이다. 추위 때문에 정말이지 발이 떨어지지 않는다. 하지만, 오늘 아침에 달리기를 했다. 상쾌한 기분이다. 어제 본 데이비드 가긴스 영상의 영향이 컸다. 가긴스는 마음의 소리를 잘 들어보라고 했다. 무언가 하기 두려울 때, 그 두려움을 인지하고 정면으로 맞서야 한다. Even though it's a small win, I squared off and beat that fearful motherfucker in the morning. It feels great. Love yourself? Not now. It's time to be tougher.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-i5-nhqVzQ Tim Hwang, CEO of FiscalNote FiscalNote is a legal information and data company. They collect laws and regulations and help people understand how laws impact their organization. When sailing, you need two pieces of information. 1. current location and 2. wind direction. The same applies to the building energy retrofit. You need to know 1. current statu..

Today was such a weird but amazing day. One random homeless-looking African American guy approached and started talking about energy, frequency, and vibration, pointing out my laptop and calling it a negative charge. He said I was emitting the same energy as his best friend and talked about love, manifestation, and some inexplicable random spiritual deep shit. There was an Asian 아저씨 who was sitt..

2022년 연말 인사고과에서 나는 “Top Performer” 최고의 등급을 받았다. 팀에서 나 혼자 이 등급을 받아 어깨가 이 만큼 올라가 있었고 연봉인상과 보너스도 내심 기대하고 있었다. 하지만, 연봉인상과 보너스는 다른 팀원들과 동일한 4%를 받을 것이라는 연락을 받았다. 테크업계 해고가 심한 가운데 해고되지 않고 고용되어 일할 수 있다는 사실과 회사가 어려운 가운데에서도 연봉인상과 보너스를 받을 수 있다는 점, 또 영주권 지원, H1B 지원 등 비자 비용 일체 지원해주는 사실이 정말 감사하지만, 실망한 마음이 드는게 솔직한 심정이었다. 이럴거면 왜 열심히 일해야되지? 직장생활에 대한 회의가 느껴졌다. 지환이에게 전화로 이것에 대해 이야기했다. 지환이는 그 마음 너무나도 잘 안다며 지환이가 속한 영..

Yesterday, one high school looking Asian kid asked me how tall are you. I answered, "I'm 6'4," and he said, "One day, I'll be like you!". I'm not 100% sure what he meant by be like be. Did he mean height or fitness? I found him cute, and I felt good about myself. That kid was doing a tricep extension while I was doing pull-ups right next to him. He was skinny but seemed highly motivated to be fi..

The 4 Four Workweek (저자: Timothy Ferriss) 를 보다 좋은 내용이 있어 기억을 캡쳐해본다. 티모티는 20대 시절 캘리포니아 테크 컴퍼니 TrueSAN Networks 에서 세일즈맨으로 일했다. 하루 12시간씩 일하고 고객사들에게 깨지고 돈은 많이 못 벌고. 미저러블한 상황에 불만족한 인생을 살아간다. 변화를 결심한 티모티는 어떻게하면 효율적으로 일할 수 있을지 고민한다. 1. Pareto's Law's 20/80 Principles : 80%의 결과는 20%의 원인에 의해 생성된다 (원래는 80%의 부는 20%의 인구에 의해 생성되고 소유된다) 2. Parkin's Law : 과제의 중요도와 복잡성은 데드라인에 의해 결정된다. 시간이 촉박할 때 결과물의 질이 더 좋은 경우가..